Thanks for choosing health care magic for posting your query.
I have gone through your question in detail and I can understand what you are going through.
From the symptoms that you have stated it appears that you are having a possibility of depression
. In depression you tend to have all the symptoms that you have stated.
Try meeting a Psychiatrist
who can start you on anti-depressants like sertraline
Hope I am able to answer your concerns.
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Wish you good health,
Dr. Srikanth Reddy M.D.
Neuro-Psychiatrist and Sexologist