Welcome to the forum. Chronic diseases take time to get cured. Not being able to grip a pen is a neuropathological symptoms. Such symptoms can be acquired by hereditary, it can be due to any past or present illness like diabetes
, past/present injury
, weakness, drug/alcohol addiction.
I suggest you to get investigated and have a regular health check up along with all the required investigations done.
Try to leave any kind of addiction. You can take the help of counselors/ psychiatrists to help de-addict yourself.
You have been taking Betacap-Tr 40 mg, it is a propranolol
. Citilin is Citicoline
, Mysolin 250 mg, is an anticonvulsant. Before skipping the medications you should consult your treating doctor.
If you are drowsy, not being to stand erect or have other symptoms, you are probably suffering from adverse effect of any of the medications you are taking. See a doctor in emergency room before symptoms get worse. Take care.