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You are 14 weeks pregnant and have been suffering from PTSD. You are a combat veteran. You have bee experiencing mood swings, irritability, rage, crying spells.
due to change in hormone levels mood swings, low mood, irritability, emotional lability etc. symptoms are seen. Since you have history of PTSD so you are at risk of these symptoms. But these are causing distress in you and your safety. So these are normal. These may be sign of Depression
. In depression during delivery such symptoms are seen. I advise you to visit a good psychiatrist
for proper treatment, as depressive symptoms are going to worse with time. Medicines like SSRI as Sertaline, Fluoxetine
etc are safe in pregnancy and are very effective.
Try to relax yourself by meditation
Dr. Seikhoo Bishnoi