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I went through your description. I suggest you not to worry much. I think you are over reacting. It is your boy friend, who is supposed to be worried. He is having orgasm. He is ejecting. Young people do have watery semen for more efficacy. His pleasure is supposed to be there but not as you see in sex movies and blue films. Actually those actors are over acting. Some people enjoy orgasm in silence and some hiss and some get tight and some moan. Everything cannot happen together and the way of reaction changes almost every time. Therefore, you are supposed to be over reacting.
You and your boy friend might need psychological counseling
., I am more than happy to provide telephone psychological counseling through healthcaremagic. Contact me through customer care, www.healthcaremagic.com.
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