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We understand your concerns
I went through your problem description. From time to time it has been reminded to people with mental illness that any mental condition cannot be cured with only psychotropic medications.
Mental conditions are state of minds which cannot be changed by simply altering the neural transmission with the help of medications. It needs change in life style and change in adjustment mechanisms.
Modern medicine accepts psychotherapy
techniques along with psychotropic medication. Please consult a psychotherapist for further advice. I can help you if you desire so.
Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarification.