There is nothing you are doing wrong. This situation is similar elsewhere and throughout. The burden of illness is not just financial. The ultimate price we pay is the anguish of suffering a terminal disease, the agony of enduring chronic pain
, the sadness of seeing our loved ones seriously ill.
Over 2700 years ago, a prophet spoke of a future time when sickness will be no more. This prophecy has been preserved down to our day and is found in the ancient writings of Isaiah.
Isaiah - 35;5,6 "5 At that time the eyes of the blind ones will be opened, and the very ears of the deaf ones will be unstopped. 6 At that time the lame one will climb up just as a stag does, and the tongue of the speechless one will cry out in gladness. For in the wilderness waters will have burst out, and torrents in the desert plain. " and Isaiah 33:24 " And no resident will say: “I am sick.” The people that are dwelling in [the land] will be those pardoned for their error."
Many believe that as fantastic as it may sound such a hope is real. There are some who are convinced that through man-made technology, in time, virtually all disease ad sickness will be eradicated. And the harsh reality is that even in this modern age, no on can fully escape the onslaught of physical and mental maladies.
On the other hand, those who put faith in the Bible, believe that God will cause its ancient prophecies about a world without sickness to be fulfilled. The world wants a Good Health. And definitely God will bring this prophecy to fulfillment.
Dear Sister, I will pray for your husband and for you definitely to overcome your anguish and pain.