Dear ksonu, there is lot of myth regarding Masturbation
it doesn't harms the body neither it causes any loss to your mind and memory what is wrong here the unscientific literature and most of the quacks propagate the ill effects of masturbation causing loss manhood memory power, 100 such nonsense ailments as cause to masturbation. Not enjoying masturbation is your personal choice. but due to masturbation again i will repeat no bad effect is possible to your health . you may be getting excited many times mentally hence a clear fluid comes from urethra
due excitement. it is not semen during stool passing you may be staring. it may press the semen bag hence few drops of semen comes. it not harmful. take a glass of hot milk in night . increase water intake . nothing to worry and consult anybody. your sexual life will not get hampered.