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First to answer this question we need to know about you, your friend and your family. If your family love you very much, then decision of ending life will cause them a big trouble. So, this is not a solution. Try to discuss these issues with some close friend or family member.
You can even take counseling for problem solving from nearby psychologist
I hope this information has been both informative and helpful for you.
Wish you Good Health.
Dr. Ashish Mittal