Hi there ~
I understand your concerns. Loss of weight, and getting a 6-pack abdomen after smoking
marijuana and drinking wine will not last for a long time. I also believe that you need to have no problems with dependence as you might regain all that weight you lost with withdrawals. I hope you consult a psychiatrist
as soon as possible to get rid of the habit as well as your possible body dysmorphic disorder
I hope this helps. Take care and have a lovely day!