Hi there ~
I understand your concerns. You may have different effect from the use of meth
and it is not uncommon to experience the side effects that you have mentioned in your history. I believe that you will do well with staying away from meth and getting symptomatic treatment for the issues that you have been facing. It is also helpful to visit with and consult a psychiatrist
to determine if you need treatment for the substance use or dependence after giving a detailed history, you may also need a physical examination, laboratory testing as well as imaging studies as necessary, to determine the risk of a heart attack
or a pending stroke
I hope this helps. Take care and have a lovely day!