Hi Vasav, Welcome to HealthcareMagic Forum.
Your symptoms suggest, Schizophrenia
. You may want to get yourself examined by a Psychiatrist
so that he can evaluate you completely. You may need medications. Learn more about your condition, this will help you stick to your Treatment Plan and will help you understand your situation better. Exercise regularly and Practice Relaxation Techniques
like Yoga and Meditation
Wish you Good Health.