Mature ppl only: I've just left hosp. after attempted suicide , what do i do now? I had enough Friday morning and took an overdose and slit my entire forearms, left and right. I was taken to hospital, sorted out and have been arranged with councelling, therapy etc. However, I attempted suicide before,and someone i look up to as my mum, told me if I did it again, then she wouldn t speak me anymore. In the rush of hating myself etc, i didn t think of this whist killing myself, and I am now left in a massive rut. I literally cannot live wthout her support, and she won t talk to me anymore; it doesn t seem bad to someone who doesn t understand but i m 17, live in my own flat, and am having allsorts of troubles. As she was the one that showed me things that are as near to a normal family life as possible, i really do see her as my mum. I don t know how to get her back; i ve said sorry, i just can t find the words properly. I want to talk to her, but I don t know just how much to show how i need her. Please help, thanks.