call the rape crisis center, they have specially trained people there that can help you.
Don't be like me....it's 34 years after I was raped at age 16...I now suffer from Post Trumatic Stress
and Bipolar disorder
. I never got over it, and I'm in therapy now to stop having nightmares
about it. I was a virgin, and it was awful. I felt dirty, like it was my fault, I was in pain, bruised inside and out. I still can remember it like it was yesterday....and this happend October 24th 1974.
Get help now. Feel free to email me if you'd like.
This has affected my life so badly that I actually have to be tranquilized almost into unconsciouness to give myself the courage to go see the gyn Dr once a year. I can't stand having anyone touch me....especially male Dr's....I was molested by a male ob/gyn, and that's another tragedy in my life...........