I HAD CLASSIC NIGHT TERRORS FROM AGE 9 UNTIL 10. THEY WERE TERRIBLE,AND I NEVER REMEMBERED THE CONTENT IN THE MORNING. I CRIED, SWEATED,SCREAMED, ESPECIALLY IN THE MIRROR.... SAYING THINGS LIKE...IT S SO AWEFUL... I AM SO UGLY... AT THE AGE OF 20, I HAD AN ABORTION. I HAD A NIGHT TERROR ON THE TABLE. I ASKED THE ABORTIONIST TO STOP, HIS NAME WAS ISMAIL ELGUNDI. HE WOULD NOT, AND I FOUGHT HIM... I REMEMBER THE NURSE SAY SHE THOUGHT I WAS LOSING TOO MUCH BLOOD AND WOULD POSSIBLY DIE. I CALLED AN OLD BABY SITTER THAT WITTNESSED THESE NIGHT TERRORS, AND SHE KNEW NOTHING OF MY ABORTION. SHE SAIDTHE ONLY THING SHE REMEMBERED ME REPEATING( AT THE AGE OF 9) WAS the stomach monster is after me ... now, I have found I the abortionist compromised my uterus, my tubes and I can never have children. The father of my baby is now a doctor, Stuart Barre, and his father is my Godfather. I was baptized on October 9th, 1977,... and that was the day of the abortion at WestSide Women Services... October 9th, 1990. I found the date the day I came home from the abortion in the bilbe the Barre s had given me....if haunts me and has ruined my life.