Thanks for nice query.
You are really passing through very tough time of life ,but one have will power to overcome such situations.Suicide
is n the no answer to such problems ,so many people like you face such problem or even worse than this .but Sharing this problems with good friends & family member will definitely help you to to overcome the situation ,be optimistic have consultation from psychologist
,think of bright future which lies head.
‘Hope I have answered your query, I will be available to answer your follow up queries, “Wish you Good Health and trouble free speedy recovery”
Dr.Rajinder Bajoria Surgeon