Hi doc, its been almost a whole year now and i have literally been racking my brain like crazy. crying alot of notes, being sooooo stressed out and praying to god to give me a sign if whether or not I possibly contracted hiv. im going to start off by saying iwas dealing with a guy who i thought loved n cared about me but we broke up so i took it upon myself to get tested 4 any stds just because i wasnt dealing with him anymore n if i dealt with somebody else i would kno my std status well my results came back neg for hiv thank god but he did give me a different std. and since then after we brok up i wound up dealig with him again and we had unprotected sex one time for like 30 secs another time for 1 min and another time for maybe 5 min.. i don t know if im traumatized from the 1st incident and overreacting or not but i literally every single night for nearly a year cannot sleep its al i think about i even cry about it but im terrified to get tested bc god fobid i dont hear the right answer i would probably literally kill myself. with the info ive provided could u please tell me my chances and give me some advice..its to the point where now as i am typing this im crying bc im so scared everytime i hear the word hiv or aids my stomach turns and want to cry if i even hear anyone talking about it i immediately want to shut them up or leave the room... another situation happened also i went to dominican republic to have lipo tummy tuck n brazilian buttlift done...im not sure if they tried to scam me to get money from me or wat bc after i was out of surgery the doc came to me and she needed a translator but im almost sure she said i needed to stay anextra night bc i mayneed ablood transfusion bc i lost lots of blood during surgery. then a week later i went to the dr office and they told me I had to pay bc I DID receive a transfusion. I was so upset and furious i cursed them out, caught a cab to the recovery house I was at and left that same day i caught the next thing smoking. my surgery was may 14 2014 by the way can u please help me give me the likely hood in both cases of anything being wrong with me please!!!! im literally terrified ive been being tortured this past year i cannot take it no more. i thought about buying oraquick but if i am i cannot emotionally handle it on my own maybe i can c a docter and they can give me little support.. by the way i am a 24 year old AA female.. Thanx