first of all dont feel humiliated, becoz u have done nothing wrong. some time we get irritated, anger becoz of situation around us. but problem is that when we get irritated we do loss to ourself.
secondly dont get depressed, many people gone through the phase of DIVORCE, and again they have got an extremely GOOD life and PARTNER. as far as ur husband, try to understand him what xactly he want ????
remember one thing everything has a SOLUTION give some time.
our life goes as per our interest
depends whats ur GOAL or interest ??? is it good career, good life, good husband, good partner. everybody has the right and blessed to have a good life partner and god has done that, only we have to SET OUR PRIORITY.
u can take a consultation with Psychologist
about ur family LIFE, or keep in touch.
definite will get an better answer
i hope n wish u will get a GOOD n CARING LIFE PARTNER, HEALTHY KIDS and a PEACEFUL life.