Hi Arisleidy,
I can understnd how u might be feeling...its good that u thought of getting help before making any final decision.... and yes there is some hope...thher r many people to help u if u ask or it.
Though its difficult to tell to ur parents but yes u can tell them u feeling uneasy and has to see a doctor...if u dont want to share ur feeling with ur parent u can share with ur doctor he can refer u or can explain to ur parents.
U can directly go to
Psychiatrist also if possible ,He will definately help u to come out of this..