I go to Pain Management for my back, I have had 3 back surgerys. I am in great pain, I have been seeing my doctor for 6 years. I smoked some pot and came up dirty. I did it a couple of times and then stopped. How can I get my self clean without wiping out my pills? I'm sure he is going to discharge me. I'm a 39 year old female and have never tried pot accept this time. It helped my back so much! I don't know what to do? I get shots in my neck and back and can't do anything at home. Without the medicine I have to be in the hospital. I can't find a new doctor and I am worried about not getting my medicine. I don't know what to do. I hate taking the medicine and wait until the last minute to take it, and by then my back is on fire. I hurt myself by moving furniture.I was born with spina Bifida, and had no trouble with my back until I hurt it. I don't know what to do , I was stupid, can you help me? I'm sorry I have no money at this time.