Welcome to HCM
We understand your concerns
Almost all bck bone surgeries are futile if not done under best surgeon.
Success in the surgeries depends on so many factors because neurons are also involved.
There is nothing skeptical about results, you experienced them earlier.
You should address your anxiety
Anxiety and fear will never cure your problems.
But hppiness and joy can reduce the intensity of your problems.
Try to be happy and thank god for all the good thinks that he did to you.
Wish you speedy recovery.