Hi there ~
I understand your concerns. Alcohol dependence
is dangerous for your health and you definitely need to consult a doctor on the means and methods you should be using to stop the usage of alcohol. Since you are also using crystal meth and have had a gastric bypass surgery
, it might be in your best interest to take yourself and get admitted in a rehab facility where all medical specialists are available and your withdrawals from these two substances can be handles effectively. I hope you do so as soon as possible so as to not damage your internal organs permanently.
I hope this helps. Take care of yourself and have a lovely day!