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I have gone through your available history.
It seems that you may have depression
but physical causes like thyroid dysfunction
, vitamin B 12 deficiency etc need to be ruled out.
You should consult psychiatrist
for detailed evaluation and management. Doctor may advise you to go for blood tests to rule out physical causes.
Treatment would be directed as per cause.
If you are in stress, you may get benefit by doing stress management
and relaxation exercise.