Your issues are complex. Certainly, if you think you are suffering from depression
, you should consult a psychiatrist
or mental health practitioner as soon as possible. As for the impulsivity/explosivity, this could be related to several different issues. People with intermittent explosive disorder (an impulse control disorder
) often cannot control their mental and physical impulses. Sometimes this is a manifestation of a personality disorder
or even posttraumatic stress disorder. It's essential to consult a mental health professional to get the right diagnosis and treatment in this case. Best of luck and do feel better!