Thanks for choosing health care magic for posting your query.
I have gone through your question in detail and I can understand what you are going through.
You are probably suffering from Dhat syndrome and need to se a psychiatrist
. You need to understand that ejaculating excess amount of semen or night fall is a normal phenomenon and that will not lead to weakness. You also need to understand that the semen is formed to be ejaculated and has no use in the body. You may need some antidepressants for your symptoms.
Hope I am able to answer your concerns.
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Dr. Srikanth Reddy M.D.