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We understand your concerns
I went through your description. I suggest you not to worry much. The fluid you are talking about is actually the semen itself. Body produces semen whenever it is sexually aroused. such semen should be ejected out of the body and it is the need of the body. If you do not masturbate or indulge in sex regularly, body finds its own way to eject produced semen. It could be through night fall or urine. Your case is normal and stop worrying.
As such leakage is normal, all your tiredness
feelings are just in your thoughts. Divert your attention from sex related matters and prioritize. Channel the thoughts towards education and career.
You might need psychotherapy
and other cognitive behavioral therapies
. I can help you through telephone. Please do contact me through customer care of www.healthcaremagic.com for a telephonic consultation session.
Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications.