Fibromyalga, rumthuid athuritis, asthma, degenertive disk desease, chronic anxity & depression , bi-bolor 1, P.T.S.D, ADHD , folcate athuritis in my spine , high blood pressure, Chronic Nervious Disorder, Chronic Fatigue , Obesity , Majoir swelling over whole body, exscially in lower abdomen, leg s, & feet, Chronic Migrain s, constent nausea, leaky right lucuptis valuve to my heart, very irritated, ithcey, dry skin , weak teeth, hair, & nails , very weak & shackeness, externaily & internaliy, dizziy spells, Elavated heart rate periodiclly, Trouble going to sleep and staying asleep, irregular menstral cycles, irregular sleep, eat, & daily habits, lack of motivation, chronic constinpation, constent red & dry eyes , irregular bladder control, low energy levels 24/7, low hormon levels, low cortisol levels in my blood & my urine, high cholesteral, I never ever feel good or want to deal with people exspecially for long periods of time, so i find my self locked up in my basement apartment around 90-95 percent of the time, easily affended & angered which sometimes will quickly turn to rarge on even the ones i need or love the most, almost constint feelings of fhrustraytion, irritation, neveriousness, fear, loss of control, and unsatisfaction with my over all health and the chronic amounts of pain and anguish I am in all day every day non-stop, not even for just a break, I have over active racing thoughts of fear, stress, anxity, failure in lfe and death, I Am 5ft 5inch. I wheigh approximently 227 lbs., have been retaining lot s of fluied through out my whole body for nearly a year now, along with all the outher symptoms listed above, and also have been dignosed with poloysistic Ovarien Desease, I am currently being tested for sleep apnea , cushings syndrom, diabeties hocshemotos desease & addissions desease, also looking at my thyroid and adrenal glands for some answer s, I have had 7 surgeries all together i beleive, 1) Gall Bladder removal, 2/3) Unbilical Hernia removal done twice, with the secound time using some kind of mesh, to hold my intistines in, 4/5) had two right lumbs removed from my right breast, that where both none cancerious, at two seperate times both only about 4 month s apart back in summer of 2007,6-8) had three live birth s, all natural and all were born healthy,9) then I had a C-Section with my last child due to some complications at birth, and feces from the whomb got in baby #4 s lung s and she was just about three weeks premature, so we were in the hospital with her for about a week, and she healed perfectly, but did struggle with childs asthma later on, 10) During that same time during the C-Section precedure I had a tubaligation performed as well, i had 3 girls & 1 boy, 11/12) I had a couple oral surguries performed in my mouth on two seperate accassion s, 13) I had my right hand ring finger broken twice, I have smoked ciggeritte s for around 17 yrs. now, I probally smoke a average of a pack a day now, I do not use street drugs or achocol at all, I have suffered with mental conditions most of my life since around 9 that I can remember mainly chronic depprression & anxity, until I started to get older when my mental health slowly but surely started to decline very rapidly, with all of the things I had already indured starting from a very young age of a child, born to both abusive drugies & alcoholic s majoirly at the time and most of my young adult life as well even though both my parents split up and me and my knew little baby sister went to go live with our alcoholic mom & her new alcoholic and drugie boyfriend, who very quickly she married, and i immeaditly felt out of place and unwanted & where me & my little sister both struggled together very hard to even have a place to sleep or food to put in are stomach, until we were finally split up when my mom decited i was a out of control and unrulie child, she could no longer handled and shipped me off to my dad s mom, Dorthey my sweet anglic grandma, that had already taken care of me most of my younger yrs. while my parents partied!!!... Where there i started to get sexually hurrassed by my uncle, and dads older brother, and when i finally got the nerve to tell someone, cause i was to scared to hurt anyone s feelings that my uncle johnnie would ever do something like that and to me his own necice, so as you could see not only was i scared to tell anyone because someones feelings might get hurt some where in all this new miss i was dealing with, but know what if they dont beleive me??? Well to make a long story short, they didnt beleive me, they only thought i was trying to seek attention, so i never menthioned it again out of fear of further disbeleive, and fear of retailiation if i did, so lets just say my life, way of living, and mental and phyisical health, just rappidlly diterated from there on out with more hardships, more loss s, more broken dreams, lost hopes, and utter failure just slowly but surely my life was falling more, and more apart, & heading straight for MORE DISASTER & DESTRUCTION, In what little live i had already lived, but the worst had not yut begun!!!!!.... anyways, sorry i got a little lost in all that, just wanted to let you know exactly where i am coming from, when i ask the Medical question I came here in the first place for!!!! :) Now with all my medical, phyisical, and mental damage from all these years of poor nuteiring, and mental and phyisical treatment from those that were suppost to care for me as a youg child and adult, until I could properly assume the role of taking care of my self, which was never givin to me & the oppertunity taken from me before i even had a chance to speak for my own self needs and wants, i have been severley & unfortuntly damaged by all of this mentaly, phyisically, & emotionally, at a very young are and also unfortuntly had to be put on Full disiability, & SSI, at the young age of only 23 yrs. old, and with not much work history or exsperience, I was also placed on ssdi and medicad, food stamps, & BAAD. benifites, that never had really added up to, to much really as of now, all together I make $689.00 a month on 1st i get $310.00 & on the 3rd. I get $387.00, and then just $200.00 in food stamps, I have no license & i have no car, And remember i am extremlly sick around 95% of the time and am unable to even leave the house by myself, and as of now i have 3 different doctors i have to see each of them once a month and 1 of them is 4 hrs out of town just to get my monthley meds from eac one every single month, and i live in a small town so there is no local trainspertation here, so i struggle continuesly every single months to find a ride to go to just 2 of places in town to be able to get my meds, that i must have, and the 3rd place i have to go is 4 hrs out of town to make sure i have all the meds i need on a daily basis to keep me healthly as i can be, and not only that, then after all three different appointments which are already spread out through the month, then i have to be able to make sure that i am also able to pick them all up!!!!! So after all that, now on to my question which i hope you guys can help me with, is there any way that i can have a doctor, or doctors online that will write my scripts for me just on a monthly or bi-monthly basis or whatever maybe at a affordable price, so then i can just pick the online pharmacy of my chocie or which ever you guys are whoever uses, may fill my much needed scripts, after one of your guys or some online doctors writes the scripts i need to be filled on one of the online pharmacys, and then simply be sent staright to my door, in a great discret pkg., and i will be able to get them way easier and not have to worry about how i am going to get them all each and every month, but better yet it just be all done over the internet and sent straightn to my front door, ohh my goodness that would make my already complicated life so much easier!!!!! Well anyways thanks for your time and all your efforet to help people in need like me, my friend reccommended you guys to me and said maybe, just maybe, you guys would be able to help me in one fron or another, so i thought, what the heck could it hurt, if you never try to get help, you never will get any help, right??? Sincerely Chrystle Kinlin :)