Hi there ~
I understand your concerns and that you have been suffering from this issue for a long time with little help. I am glad that you have met with a partner lately, however it is unfortunate that you cannot take this relationship any further due to your medical problem in the genital area. I am thinking that you have consulted a lot of doctors with this issue and are now seeking naturopathic medications for the cure of this illness. I also believe that you may be at risk for infection due to using the ointment over and over again. Complementary and Alternative Medicine (CAM) is useful in addressing this issue that you are having and it might be as well to consult a doctor that can advice you differently regarding your condition. I hope this helps relieve your anxiety
. Also a consultation with a psychiatrist
and a psychologist
to find out if there is any medication to relieve your chronic anxiety and worries about this condition might help improve the condition itself.
Take care and have a lovely day!