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We understand your concerns
I went through your description. I suggest you not to worry much. I sincerely feel that you do have social anxiety
or agarophobia, which needs cognitive behavioral therapy
and Gestalt therapy. I don't know how your therapist brushed it as it is a meical problem. You need to find a psychologist
and confirm that you have social anxiety. Visit a psychotherapist who can provide you the above therapies. You need relaxation techniques
I can help you in all these aspects. Feel free to contact me through customer care at www.healthcaremgic.com.
Good luck. Happy new year.