Hello and welcome to Healthcare Magic. Thanks for your query.
is considered as a part of normal human sexual behaviour and is very common among young males in their teenage. It does not have any bad effects on health and does not lead to any medical problems.
Some people have many wrong ideas about masturbation - that it causes ill effects on health like nervous weakness, reduced energy, etc. or growth problems or sexual problems like impotence
in the future. All this is not true and these are just myths and misconceptions.
Since you seem to be having severe anxiety
and depressive ideas due to your worries, excessive guilt and even suicidal ideas, I would advise you to consult a psychiatrist
for professional help.
Wish you all the best.
Dr. Jonas Sundarakumar