Hi there ~
I understand your concerns. Having high blood pressure
, borderline high cholesterol
level may be medical conditions that would preclude you from using marijuana. I also believe that you may be at risk of cardiac diseases if you continue to use and not take medications for going off of the drugs. I strongly suggest that you consult a psychiatrist
who is well versed
with the substance use disorders so as to get yourself help and to the path of recovery as soon as possible.
I hope this helps. Take care of yourself and have a lovely day!