Hi there ~
I understand that you have some problems and that these disorders are taking a toll on you life. Treatments have been helpful but have been glimmers of hope. However, I am glad you have faith. I also hope you have faith in your family and also your doctor who you consider your family. Please consider this and do whatever your psychiatrist
suggests. If there are other conditions please consult a family physician who can refer you to a proper specialist. I hope this helps.
Take care and have a lovely day!