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From above description, It appear that you are having depression
and currently receiving treatment for it. It is better to disclose your current fears to your psychiatrist
, so that appropriate changes in medicines (if needed) can be done to decrease your suffering.
I can understand your pain of taking lots of medicines daily but sometime it is necessary to take medicines to remain well.
I hope this information has been both informative and helpful for you.
Wish you Good Health.
Dr. Ashish Mittal