Hi Lovely ,
or Obsessive-compulsive Disorder
is an anxiety
disorder characterized by uncontrollable, unwanted thoughts and repetitive, ritualized behaviors you feel compelled to perform.
I would Suggest you to go through internet and research about it by yourself and completely understand your problem.
Sometimes it is not what we think yet we believe so , Just because you have obsessive thoughts or perform compulsive behaviors does NOT mean that you have obsessive-compulsive disorder. With OCD, these thoughts and behaviors cause tremendous distress, take up a lot of time, and interfere with your daily life and relationships.
If you think you show these symptoms it would probably be better to consult an psychologist
. Just To make sure.
But I would Also like to add here that With Will And determination A human can achieve anything and OCD is quite a small problem and I Assure you that you will be able to conquer it .
I hope you get well soon,