My name is Greg I am 44 and I ruptured a disck in my back when I was 13 or 14 I ve been om pain killers for over half of my life for the last ten years I ve been on disability and this really depresses me. When I was put on disability my doctor put me on 100mcg per hr duragesic patch and 8 mgs of hydromorphone every 4 to 6 hrs. Since then my insurance wouldn t pay for my scripts till I spent so much out of my own pocket and I could not afford them anymore so my dr. Put me on 100 mg MS Contin twice a day and needless to say it did not help any. I m so tired of being grumpy with my kids cause I m hurting so bad.most days I wished God would just call me home.is there any thing out there that is cheaper that will help me not to Be so missureable and Cary on a half way normal life with my kids so when they say hey Dad lets go fishing I can say yes Dad feels good enough to go fishing with you let s go? Please help me figure out a way so that I can enjoy my children please and thanks to any one who can