Hello and welcome to Healthcare Magic. Thanks for your query.
Your symptoms can be seen in many psychiatric disorders, like:
- Social anxiety
- Delusional disorder
It seems unlikely to be due to an Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
A detailed history and psychological assessment are necessary to arrive at a diagnodis.
Since your symptoms appear to be quite distressing and disabling to you, I would advise you to consult a psychiatrist
for a detailed evaluation and further treatment.
Wish you all the best.
Dr. Jonas Sundarakumar