Hello and welcome,
Thanks for your query.
I understand your anxiety
and the slow recovery that is normal with an orthopedic injury
Please do understand that pain killers (especially narcotics) do more damage than good. The reason why most people think orthopedicians are stone-hearted is because of their strict practice of not prescribing pain-killers or at the most prescribing minimum dosage pain-killers.
As you have passed the worst and most difficult part of the recovery period, I am sure the remaining will get over soon.
Pain killers do a lot of damage to various organs of the body, and also lead to dependence. You cannot afford to damage any part of your body with these pain-killers.
As a well-wisher I only hope you can tolerate the pain for a while longer, or request for a mild pain killer, and take it only when you really think you cannot tolerate the pain.
Doctors gain nothing by prescribing less medications to you, we only do so because we are well informed about the long term ill-effects.
I wish you a speedy drug free recovery.