Thank for asking to HCM
I really appreciate your concern looking to your history given here you might be developing the hallucination
this is kind of psychological condition and I would like to advise you to low down your stress
level and control your thoughts no need to worry about this for the symptomatic relief in my opinion it is best to try "Tab Amitriptyline
three times in day" this could helps you, hope this information helps you, have a nice day.