There is something deeply wrong with me. Most of the time I was up feeling really unhappy. I moved to a new city two years ago and in the beginning was really unhappy. I think that that makes sense but it has been two years since then and sometimes i still feel very unhappy. Sometimes I wask up in the morning hating myself. I sometimes do really impulsive things that are out of character, like showing my body online and stuff. I can t always control my emotions...like sometimes i cry too much or gey really angry. But that stuff usually happens when i m close to my period. Still, when i get really angry i start to shake, get dizzy, and have difficulty keeping my hands still. It s weird. I don t seems to care about alot of things when i m doing them. I hate myself all the time. I used to be really anxious but since school has ended i ve been okay. I think about suicide sometimes but never how i m going to do it. But sometimes i think i would. It would probably be impulsive though without much planning involved and that s what i m afraid of. Am I sick? Or is this normal for a 17 year old?