Thanks for choosing health care magic for posting your query.
I can understand what you are going through. In a contemporary society virginity is given a very high importance. That the reason you are worried as you have been a part of this culture. Would you have thought of the same way if you were in US or UK culture?
You need to visit a psychiatrist
who can help with some ventilation about the current event.
May be discussing this matter with your husband will also help you in case he is very understanding.
Hope I am able to answer your concerns.
If you have any further query, I would be glad to help you.
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Wish you good health,
Dr. Srikanth Reddy M.D.