Hi there ~
I understand your concerns. I also feel like you need to visit with a psychiatrist
to get the right medications and get a referral to a good therapist or counselor who can get you the therapy needed to get out of depression
. I am glad you ask this question on this forum and I hope you visit with a psychiatrist as soon as possible. I also think that you might need IVF treatment which might just be the solution you are looking for. I hope you consult a specialist in this area.
Take care and have a lovely day!