Thanks for using healthcare magic.
I have gone through your history.
Your symptoms are suggestive that you are suffering from psychiatric illness possibly depression.
You should consult psychiatrist
for detailed evaluation and management.
Doctor may advise you to rule out physical causes like thyroid dysfunction
or Vitamin B 12 deficiency etc.
Doctor may advise you to take anti depressant
agents like escitalopram or sertraline or amitryptilline.
You may go for psychotherapy also.
Meanwhile You may do stress management
and relaxation exercise like yoga, meditation etc.
I hope It will help you.