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With your description it is clear that you are some form of anxiety disorder. It may be generalized anxiety disorder
, OCD or phobia
These disorders are best treated with combination of CBT (cognitive behavior therapy) and medicines. Help from psychiatrist
will definitely help you.
I hope this information has been both informative and helpful for you.
Wish you Good Health.
Dr. Ashish Mittal