Hi there ~
I am sorry that you are feeling this way. I understand that you have been having problems with depression
along with post traumatic stress
and the floods in the neck of your woods are not helping any. I am sure you are having a tough time at this time of the year. I would highly suggest that you go back on the lexapro
and the diazepam
if you still have enough supply. I think that this is going to help you out a lot and make life easier for you as it had been for a long time. You should start feeling better instantaneously. I hope this helps and you start seeing a psychiatrist
as soon as you can.
Take care and have a lovely day !