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Considering your symptoms severity you need urgent treatment from psychiatrist
, irrespective of your current address. Try to search psychiatrist in your area through internet or take help of general physician in search.
Till that time, communicate your problem to family members and do not remain alone.
I hope this information has been both informative and helpful for you.
Wish you Good Health.
Dr. Ashish Mittal