Dear Doctor, I am 33 years old married Indian male born and bought up outside Kerala Kerala state with a successful career. I don’t know I am feeling depressed for last couple of months, sometime think of killing myself. Everything becomes as wrong and mistake always thinking why did god gave me this painful life, and I am going mad that I don’t sleep and eat. I am abusing myself my smoking and smoking a lot every day and something else is stopping me from killing myself. I need your help Doctor for a private consultation in confidence as I don’t want to become a fool in front of others. Doctor, I beg you to please help me and provide me a professional from Kozhikode district of Kerala state in India.I want to go into coma stage that I won t know what is having around me, so that I can stay away from pains in life. Doctor, I am currently outside India and will be visiting Kerala next week for a long time. I work in Oil & Gas industry on 6 weeks on and 6 week off duty rotation. Doctor, I kindly request you to please provide all personal contact number, so that I can call for an appointment in confidence. Hope you will help me. Looking forward for your kind early positive response. Thank You, With Kind Regards Gineesh Kandiyil