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I don't know the authenticity of the online tests and if you ask me personally i don't give much importance to that.
From your mentioned symptoms i think you are in depression
, symptoms like feeling sad and worthless, suicidal thoughts.
One should identify the cause for it and should be addressed. Cause might be personality - negative thinking, pessimism, excess worry, low self-esteem, a hypersensitivity
to perceived rejection, overdependence on others, a sense of superiority or alienation from others, and ineffective responses to stress
can become inexpressive.
Difficult life events, loss, change, or persistent stress can be the cause. Even the medical condition and certain medication which you might be on can also responsible.
Treatment option includes finding the cause and addressing it. Other components of treatment may be supportive therapy, such as changes in lifestyle and behavior, psychotherapy
, complementary therapies, and may often include medication. Oral antidepressant are given.
I advice you to speak with your parents regarding this and also the cause if you are aware of it and consult the psychiatrist
, he will speak with you then will decide regarding the medicines.
Hope i have provided with information you needed.