Nic ! Listen to me every person has some mental issue, so don't over think and made it worst. Do you love sport join one, if your hobbies are dead make them alive, like dancing, singing, drawing, video games. Music and sometime study too. Ok ! Do you take your medicine regularily.some time these medicine you take for depression
will give you sucidal tendancy. So ask the doctor for medicine change, and do not completely depend upon medicine, do above i say. So i can see your smile again. Bye.