Hi there ~
I understand that you have been having some problems with your work and personal life and it is affecting the way you are functioning. I am sure you need help with your alcohol addiction since it can complicate the picture. Once you are off of alcohol, you will need to be assessed if you really have anger management
problems, bipolar disorder
or any other condition that needs to be looked into. I feel like there is a scope to elaborate online, but you need to see a substance abuse
counselor who will refer the patient to a psychiatrist
if appropriate. I am glad I could be of some help.
Take care and have a lovely day !