hello,,i understand your situation acne vulgaris is a common skin disease presenting as sebborrhoea(red scaly),papular,pustular,cystic,comedones(black and white heads).. due to excess of testesterone,causing increased sebum and hypertrophy of sebaceous glands often infected by propriono bacterium acne and staph epidemidis..varies from person to person and same person at various times due harmonal level variations some times it causes scars, causing reduced self esteem and psyological effects like depression remember that most of the people get rid of this by 25yrs.. so dont get panic,depressed,,trust yourself that it is quite normal and self limiting and no mistake of yours to feel bad about it.. all you need to do is keep your body clean,wash your face 10 to 12 times with clean water,wipe with clean seperate towel,use soap 2 to 3 times only,eat healthy,avoid high caloric diet choclates sweets,milk ,milk products,oils,junk food,retinoid creams,benzoyl peroxide ,try sunscreen with uva uvb,kojic acid containg creams in the night do not pick or sqeeze ,antibiotics and chemical peeling on advice of dermatologist and more important beleive in yourself,be confident,you are going to be normal soon bye take care,,,all the best