Thanks for choosing health care magic for posting your query.
From the description that you have given, there could be various possibilities of what might be wrong with you.
It could be any where between a personality disorder
or a brief depressive episode.
But it will be too early to comment on unless we know some more details from you. You need to visit a nearby psychiatrist
who can guide you about your problems.
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Wish you a good health!