Hi there ~
I understand your concerns. Crystal meth
can make you do a lot of things and make a lot of things out of you. Your feelings of dizziness
and breathing difficulty as well as blisters on the face with swelling, blue rash
on arms and crams are all a result of the symptoms of the dependence on meth. I would advise you to consult a psychiatrist
so that you get help with treatment of withdrawals when you stop using the meth. I believe that you should do so as soon as possible and start getting help from the outside, ie. use NA and other support groups as well as consult a substance abuse
I hope this helps. Take care and have a lovely day!